"Are people so unhappy when they love?"
"Yes, when they love and are unsure of being loved in return . . ."
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cheesecakes are my favorite.
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22.1.03
So which letter of the alphabet matches YOUR personality, huh?
1:26 PM
18.1.03
from very recent experience, always get to know people before you judge them.
Martyred
By Matt Lamm
The crowd cheered on,
The beheader went up.
The hero lay helpless,
His emotions erupt
The blade was raised,
Then the razor went down.
The crowd was hushed;
They made not a sound.
His neck was severed;
The hero behead.
Who was this man?
Why had he bled?
Why did he die
For the rebellion he led?
The blade now bloodied,
The thrill now dead . . .
The hero was now made,
His name for eternity said.
11:18 PM
10.1.03
i am incredibly frustrated with the whole idea of online journals. i was in the beginning, i got numb to it and now i'm irritated again. here. i'll put here what i wrote in my journal about the subject on january 23, 2002:
i just found out [something important] and you know how i found out? i went to [this person's] website. what kind of way is that?? forgive me for being naive, but i thought that you would tell you friends about that sort of thing. maybe [this person] did...but i certainly didn't know or have any idea. i am hurt. maybe i shouldn't be, but i am.
i'm foreswearing all web journals now.
i'm keeping mine up, but only as a journal.
2:54 PM
7.1.03
i'm going to mobile!
5:44 PM
yesterday was lovely. perfectly lovely.
yes, i had to start school again and yes dr. clark was irritated because i apparently didn't dissect the eyeball delicately enough and didn't identify enough parts of it, but it was still lovely.
the road was so cold that the snow blew across it in little rivulets of white.
we went horseback riding yesterday too, grace and allison and i. it was really, really cold, but we were dressed for it, so we didn't freeze or anything. my horse and i reached an understanding. it was this:
i am the boss
and we got along very well after that. while we were up on top of the mountain, the wind was blowing like crazy and it was roaring in the treetops all around us. the snow was blowing in our faces and stinging our eyes, but that just made it interesting. once we heard something that sounded like a scream or a cry, but it was somewhat animalistic(?) and it was a wild night, so we didn't check it out. when we got back from horseback riding, the rest of the horses had gotten out of the field, so we had to go searching for them. we eventually found them though.
when it's cold and you can't get inside, go to a barn. it's always warm in a barn.
the sunrise this morning was absolutely breathtaking and indescribable. the sky was on fire.
9:13 AM
1.1.03
you know, contrary to what is probably popular opinion, i really, really don't like having to talk sharply to people. but it's both of our sanity and health or talking sharply and you know, talking sharply usually wins out.
happy new year to you too.
2:05 AM
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